Willy sent me some music to make me feel better:

Thank you Willy! I guess youve already seen how Randy Crawford helped me to get on my feet again...  But I dont want to lose Jóannis! I want to leave yesterday and the rest of my past, but not my beloved Jóannis! All sorts of hardships and disasters together would be nothing in his presence. He makes me sustain everything, he understands.